Disney in a week

Well..

I leave for Disney World in a week, I am super excited. I just need the plane ride to go well and I will be fine, the idea of getting on a plane after what happened is really getting to me, I am totally stressed, and the stress of not having enough time to pack is also getting to me.

Honestly

I just need to GET THERE!

On a side note,

I have not written in a while, its a good thing, I had an excellent christmas and news years and did not have much to get anxious about, I felt good for those two weeks.

Well I will probably write again for the trip, this plane ride is getting to me

=(

CHRISTMAS

Well, Christmas came and went

It was pretty good, Christmas Eve tends to be long, I always feel like I am being tugged and pulled between my aunt and grandmother, afraid of not making the right decision on where to seat make me anxious.

I love Christmas Day, the morning was absolutely perfect!

Now its time to start packing for that trip to Disney, it really came fast...

ughhhh

Just an all around BAD DAY today!

I wish my dad wasn't always so negative, sometimes I feel like I can't do anything right, or good enough for him, or for this family in general.

& it sucks having a boy friend who doesn't understand your panic disorder....

.....But I know there is nothing I can do

Is this good or Bad?

Well, it only took me a day to post something, I don't know if thats good or bad. I only wanted to post when I was feeling depressed and full of anxiety. I feel that way now. I have not studied enough for my psych final, and I need a good grade.

Unfortunately my head is absolutely Killing me.

work tonight was another story,

Why can't she do things for herself?

I felt as if I was the only one there, but I also feel like I was being rude?

I just need Monday to come soon, but for me to finish all my work... Its time for a break....

I N E E D I T !

so that was my day, glad I could vent!

(sometimes I feel like no one cares)

I think this may help?

Although no one no one else will read this, at least I don't think so, I think it will help you express yourself, make you feel better. Write things here no one understands, when you do not have anyone else to talk to. I promise, I get it.

Let's

hope

this

works!